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Eclipse (pt.1)

The man on the moon had a wife on the sun.
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For God knows how long, I had been a very lonely man. No one to rely on, no one to light up my life. But soon, she came along. A bright, warm bundle of joy. She was acting all goofy, trying to make me smile and she did. I cracked open into a huge smile and to my suprise, that crack stayed open. She made things easier for me, made things better, became the light in my life. She was always there for me. Owing to my lonely disposition, one would assume I had nothing going on for myself but that wasn't true. I revolved around my own little world, bound by the ground and my ambitions while my wife lit up everything around me. But regardless of that I had many insecurities, I was filled with craters and no matter how much my wife helped me through everything, I just could not show evreything to her. I failed to show her my every side, my dark side.

Every so often, even though I was always caught up in my own world, around my own dreams and ambitions, there comes a day where I feel so close to my wife, it feels like we could never be closer, and during those moments, I feel my world fade away into a big shadow, shadowed by her light, shadowed completely from her warmth, and that makes me feel... happy. Oh! how I long for that eclipse, the eclipse of her heart.

I wished that I could always be that close to her, always be that near and in the moments where I was so caught up in work, in the moments where I felt so very far from her, I prayed for one thing and one thing only,
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"I wish the universe would make us collide and end my world"